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Razorcake 106, Punks and Mental Health

Razorcake 106

Razorcake 106, Punks and Mental Health: featuring Miguel Chen, Jonas Cannon, Jes Skolnik, Jamie Rotante, and Haleigh Buck

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Cover design by Haleigh Buck

Punks and Mental Health: Interviews by Kurt Morris

“…In late 2016 I threw myself into writing and speaking about my mental health. I began with comments on social media. It grew to me sharing my experiences at storytelling events such as The Moth and in articles for some websites such as The Mighty and Tonic. I’m not sure what caused me to want to share all this, but it’s been very rewarding and gives me purpose and meaning.

I knew there had to be a way to talk about mental wellness through Razorcake. The punk scene is not immune to mental illness. If anything, it seems to attract more people who deal with anxiety, depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and post-traumatic stress disorder (to name a few).

One of punk’s many strengths is its ability to be straightforward with its thoughts, emotions, and ideas. Thus, it’s not difficult to find bands singing about mental illness. Since its first days in the 1970s, Joey Ramone sang about electroconvulsive therapy in “Gimme Gimme Shock Treatment.” Keith Morris yelled about his brain needing some work on Black Flag’s “Fix Me.” But mental illness affects more people in punk than a person who writes lyrics for a band. Those who write comics or zines, put on shows, run record labels, and have their own punk podcast can all suffer from poor mental health. Schizophrenia or an eating disorder don’t care who you are.

Thus, when putting together ideas of whom to interview, I knew I wanted to get a wide range of ethnic, gender, sexual, and racial backgrounds. I also wanted people who are involved in the DIY scene in various ways. So, I interviewed people from all walks of the punk life: writer Jamie Rotante, musician and writer Jes Skolnik, zinester Jonas Cannon, musician Miguel Chen, and comic artist Haleigh Buck. Each of them brings their own stories with mental illness and all spoke with me about their history with their disease and how they’ve dealt with it.

Mental health is a complicated issue with many angles and opinions on it. Please don’t construe what is here as a suggestion on what you should do if you have a mental health issue. You are your own individual—what I and the various interviewees speak about are things that worked for us. Your experience doing the same things may vary.

At the end of the day, though, if there’s any message I want to get across, it’s that there is hope. As you’ll read in these interviews, not everyone has found the one answer about how best to deal with their depression, anxiety, or PTSD. But we’ve all found ways to continue living. I don’t think any of us would deny life is difficult—in fact it’s downright fucking horrible at times. And the bad times sometimes outweigh the good.

But there are people who care and people who love us, whether we believe it or not. There are people who would be sad if we weren’t around. But most importantly, our existence is good because we provide joy and happiness to others and to this world at large. I don’t want to extinguish that in myself, nor do I like to see it extinguished in anyone else.

I’m amazed the number of times I thought things were hopeless but after eating a meal or getting some sleep, I was able to turn things around. So if you’re reading this and feeling overwhelmed, I’d encourage you to go through the steps at this website: youfeellikeshit.com. And if nothing else, if you’re feeling depressed or suicidal and need someone to speak with, please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255.” —Kurt Morris

Haleigh Buck: Interview by Kurt Morris
“Haleigh Buck was born in New Jersey and has bounced around a lot (she lived out of her van for a while). She now proudly calls Baltimore home. Like many comic artists, she started drawing in elementary school. She did zines in middle and high school, and worked on comics in her early twenties, starting with an anthology of various short comics.

It wasn’t until 2011 she began to get serious about her work, creating entire comics with what she calls “legitimate plots.” Since then she’s created Cretin Comix, Herman the Hot Dog (“The dumbest thing I’ve ever done”), Cryptic Love, and an art zine called .003. She’s also been part of JT Yost’s anthology Bottoms Up, and Atomic Books’ Mutant Funnies. She regularly attends comic fests like Small Press Expo and has an adorable chocolate Lab named Frankenstein.

Haleigh and I spoke about the comic that brought her to my attention, I Feel Weird, in which she recounts experiences with her suicide attempts. We also spoke about finding reasons to live, therapists that lock you in their office in the dark (and ones who talk with you about tacos), the state of mental health care for lower-income Americans, and the stereotypes of women and mental illness.” –Kurt Morris


Miguel Chen
: Interview by Kurt Morris

“Miguel Chen is known by many as the bassist for the Wyoming punk band, Teenage Bottlerocket. What is less known about him is his dedication to yoga and meditation. Miguel is a yoga teacher who also owns two studios in Cheyenne and Laramie called Blossom Yoga.

Recently, he wrote a book with Rod Meade Sperry called I Wanna Be Well. Miguel writes how he dealt with his depression and anxiety through meditation and yoga. The book also gives insight into lessons the reader can try if they want to find peace, as Miguel did. It’s a nice mix of self-help and memoir that’s a quick, fun read, which also manages to give the reader a lot to contemplate.

As Miguel writes about in the book, his sister and mother died while he was in his teens, leaving him with even more to overcome. Miguel and I spoke about the importance of his mom in his life, his experience with medication and therapy, the role of Latino culture in mental illness, and how yoga and meditation became salvation from his mental health issues.” –Kurt Morris


Jonas Cannon:
Interview by Kurt Morris

“Jonas Cannon has been making zines on and off for twenty-five years. Born in Chicago and raised in and around the city, he initially got into zines through friends in high school, but then took a break. In 2010, he visited Quimby’s Bookstore in Chicago and seeing all the zines re-ignited his interest in creating them. Since then, he’s published numerous zines including: Cheer the Eff Up, Fixer Eraser, Srviv (about everyone’s reasons for getting out of bed every morning, which he edited and contributed to), Pops (about radical parenting), and several one-shot zines.

Throughout his writing, Jonas’s zines take a perzine angle that not only explores his daily adventures but also considers issues such as masculinity, anxiety, and depression. This is often done with a mix of fiction, which isn’t surprising, given his love of the genre. In fact, in 2013 he published his debut novel, The Greatest Most Traveling Circus, with Sweet Candy Distro.

Jonas and I spoke about his experiences with bipolar disorder, how the zine community has supported him, the importance of zines in helping him with his mental health, and the added struggles the black community has in dealing with mental health.” –Kurt Morris

Jes Skolnik: Interview by Kurt Morris

“Jes Skolnik was born and raised in Washington, D.C. and is a byproduct of hippie parents. Yet, Jes became firmly planted in the punk scene by their early teens. Since then, Jes has been involved in the scene in various aspects, launching the first of many zines at thirteen. Jes had a column in Maximum Rock’n’roll called Modernist Witch and has also written for Pitchfork, The New York Times, and currently serves as an editor for Bandcamp Daily.

Jes played in the bands Population and Split Feet after moving to Chicago in 2005 and is working to create an all-ages venue and community space in Chicago through their organization, Pure Joy Collective. In addition to establishing a venue, Pure Joy works with artists, musicians, and activists via events and educational programs.

Jes and I spoke about sexual assault and how it relates to PTSD and C-PTSD, realizing you don’t want to die, advocating for one’s self, and the relationship between mental illness and being intersex.” —Kurt Morris

Jamie Rotante: Interview by Kurt Morris

“Jamie Rotante is a writer who was born and raised in Yonkers, N.Y. As a kid, she loved reading Archie. After graduating from SUNY Purchase in 2010, she landed a dream job with Archie Comics. She worked her way up from intern to writing a series called Vixens, which spans ten issues and places Betty and Veronica in an all-women biker gang. Jamie currently has other writing projects with Archie in the works, too.

Jamie has also written for Razorcake since 2014. She writes live music reviews and updated intros to interviews on the website. In 2017 she began writing a bi-monthly column for Razorcake titled “One Punk’s Look at Social Anxiety, Neuroticism, and Other Fun Stuff.” She says the most rewarding part of the column is when people who never talk about mental illness tell her, “Hey, I know exactly what you’re saying there.”

Jamie and I spent time chatting about her anxiety, her fear of going to therapy, the importance of a good cry, not wanting to appear weak as a woman with mental health issues, and the power of punk to build community.” –Kurt Morris

Donna Ramone doesn’t want you to put garlic in your vajayjay. (instagram)

Jim Ruland rides the lightning. (instagram, website, twitter)

Lucky Nakazawa pops the trunk. (instagram, website)

Ben Snakepit is on Shellshonic Shag-o-vision and not an island. (instagram, website)

MariNaomi has supportive friends. (instagram, website)

Rev. Nørb learns about his questionable judgment. (website)

Designated Dale is listening and talking.

Art Fuentes learns to forgive. (instagram, twitter)

Puro Pinche Poetry: Gritos Del Barrio (Edited by Ever Velasquez (instagram) and Eugenia Nicole (instagram)

Sisters of the Plains
“We have four lungs
We have four eyes
The songs we have sung
will never die

We have two horns
We have one chance
Our clothes are ripped and torn
And on golden hooves we prance….”

–CJ Miller

Rhythm Chicken got hitched! (facebook)

Hannah’s New Year’s resolution is for more dogs, less boobs.

Martin Wong remembers Steve Soto (RIP). (instagram)

And photos from the lovely and talented:
Dan Monick (instagram, website, twitter)

Chris Boarts Larson (instagram, facebook, website)

This issue is dedicated to the memory of Aretha Franklin and the marriage of The Rhythm Chicken and Mrs. Hen.

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Razorcake 105: Kathleen Hanna, Chris Dodge, MariNoami, Steve Albini

Razorcake 105

Razorcake 105: Kathleen Hanna, Chris Dodge, MariNoami, and Steve Albini

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Cover design by Lauren Denitzio
Cover photo by Chynna Monforte


Kathleen Hanna: Interview by Ever Velasquez (instagram) and Todd Taylor
“Let’s look back at the late ’80s. It was largely a grim time for punk. The first two waves had crashed and much of its initial groundbreaking diversity had been washed out. Punk on a national level was definitely out of vogue; very few clambered to participate compared to earlier in the decade. Violence was prevalent, expected.

A strident, explicitly feminist punk band called Bikini Kill formed in 1990 in Olympia, Wash. Confrontational and unrepentant, it brought out the best and worst in punks. Misogyny, sexism, and patriarchy responded with ugly reactionary displays, calling into question if punk was truly an alternative to the worst aspects of mainstream culture. Was this just the same shit with a different haircut? Bikini Kill was a lighthouse and safe harbor, fore-fronting women, making space for those traditionally pushed down and aside (including, but not limited to, circle pits, workplaces, and on the street). At a time when very few bands were having conversations about gender and sexuality, Bikini Kill used a bullhorn.

I’m not one for heroes or icons, but it’s historically accurate to state Bikini Kill was at the center of the riot grrrl movement and served as an important voice in feminism’s third wave. It’s not an overstatement to say riot grrrl saved lives. A large component of Bikini Kill was its singer and literal mouthpiece, Kathleen Hanna.

Near Bikini Kill’s end in 1997, Kathleen began recording a solo record in her bedroom. Julie Ruin is personal work. It’s both interviewer Ever’s and Kathleen’s mom’s favorite—electronic, intimate, sample-heavy—and provides the sonic bridge to Le Tigre, a band whose stock trades on bouncy, feminist rump shakers. Violence at shows plummeted. LGBTQ inclusion—reminiscent of punk’s first wave in L.A.—skyrocketed. I can’t help but think Emma Goldman is smiling from her resting place. Le Tigre had picked the lock. Finally, an inclusive, glittering revolution that was truly danceable.

Le Tigre unfortunately ended due to Kathleen’s health issues. She suffered and almost died from shamefully-undiagnosed-for-too-long Lyme disease. Thankfully, she recovered. Looking to flesh out the unrecorded songs from her solo record, The Julie Ruin was formed in 2010, reuniting Kathleen with Kathi Wilcox of Bikini Kill. Goddamn it, this band is really good. More than that, the music’s relevant.

There are two versions of punk in my book. There’s the contracting punk universe which becomes a dark, cynical, self-parodying, collapsing shell and there’s the expanding universe that reveals subtle new spectrums of light and pervades a sense of infinite possibilities. The Julie Ruin is the latter.

This interview, at its essence, is about the courage to restart several times—through darkness and light, through sickness and health—and continue creating truly meaningful work. Kathleen Hanna is responsible for some of my favorite music. I celebrate her entire catalog and love her voice.” –Todd Taylor

Chris Dodge: Interview by Juan Espinosa (instagram) and Todd Taylor

“Chances are you’re familiar with the name Chris Dodge if you’re at all into powerviolence, hardcore, punk, or thrash. After all, he only founded Slap A Ham Records, the premier powerviolence and hardcore punk record label of the ‘90s. The label released works from movers and shakers such as Man Is The Bastard, Crossed Out, Capitalist Casualties, and Spazz, in which he played bass and sang. Chris has also been invited to play with several of his own favorite hardcore bands including Despise You, Lack Of Interest, and Infest.

The self-described “cave dweller” currently fronts the band To The Point, is co-founder of beer snobs Trappist, and collaborated with Olav and Paul Van Den Berg of Seein’ Red/Lärm fame. We lured Chris out of his cave and into our podcast station with the promise of beer (which we fully delivered) to discuss his past achievements and current obsessions.” —Juan Espinosa

MariNaomi: Interview by Todd Taylor

“Cartoonist MariNaomi creates full worlds on the page, which is no easy feat. Largely working in autobiography and memoir, Mari employs emotionally honest storytelling and clean line work to tackle both the weighty (death, family, spirituality, misogyny, racism), and the everyday (crushes, work, food, clothes, friends) with a through-line of engaging readers as part of the conversation. Reading her work, I always feel I’m in capable hands. Her power is increased because she’s very careful with what she does and doesn’t present on the page. It’s a deceptively simple presentation.

Those of us who create know that simplicity is rarely simple. I’ve zoomed through Mari’s graphic novels Dragon’s Breath and Turning Japanese, but instead of her themes and characters evaporating quickly like cleaning fluid swiped on a pane of glass, they stuck with me in almost invisible and smoky ways. Much like smells trigger deeply embedded memories, Mari’s personal work is resonant, intersectional art of what it’s like to be human. She’s not only developed an enviable crisp craft on the page, it’s masterfully imbued with large doses of heart and humor.

My memory is total shit, so I thought it’d be fun to reintroduce younger versions of Mari to her 2018 self by researching what she’d said in the past. It turned into an unintentional episode of This Is Your Life.” –Todd Taylor

Nardwuar The Human Serviette (website) vs. Steve Albini (website)
Nardwuar: Why didn’t you like MDC? I’m just curious.
Steve: They were stupid and bad.”

Tony Kinman Obituary by David Ensminger

Donna Ramone thinks borders are bullshit. (Instagram)

Jim Ruland attempts to fulfill the dreams of a ghost. (instagram, website, twitter)

Lucky Nakazawa ain’t a free bird . (instagram, website)

Ben Snakepit is Satan’s copilot with a basket full of feminine hygiene products and clean water. (instagram, website)

MariNaomi has the jitters. (instagram, website)

Rev. Nørb leers behind the green door. (website)

Designated Dale somehow connects the invention of chocolate chip cookies with the Ramones.

Art Fuentes gives kudos to Sumos. (instagram, twitter)

Puro Pinche Poetry: Gritos Del Barrio (Edited by Ever Velasquez (instagram) and Eugenia Nicole (instagram)

Tremors
“To be a survivor is to be an earthquake.
Ergo there will be aftershocks.
Ergo there will be small tremors.
Ergo you are fault lines. You are fault. You are blame. You are lines.
You are borders. You are multiple boundaries. You are cones and
roped-off areas.
Ergo there are plates, hard embedded places shifting inside at all
times, even when you’re not aware, they are slowly chipping away at
something that at any moment, for no apparent reason, will quake.”

–Meliza Banales, aka Missy Fuego

Rhythm Chicken is spotting punk shirts in the wild. (facebook)

Jennifer Whiteford is keeping it simple; less is more.

And photos from the lovely and talented:
Dan Monick (website, twitter)

Chris Boarts Larson (facebook, website)

This issue is dedicated to the memories of Steve Soto (Adolescents), Tony Kinman (Dils), Nick Knox (Cramps), and Mike Ventura (Black Jax)

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